Aug. 12th, 2014

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Here's my deal: here it is: you're gonna hate it: I hate it: I want to be wrong: I don't think I am: this is an unkind thing to say: and I don't want to draw a specific line between Robin Williams and what I'm going to draw a specific line to: but you can't stop me: I have to draw that line: because maybe it can influence a conversation: and here it is: if this man had taken a movie theater or a school full of children with him on his way out of this life, then we'd know exactly how selfish and cowardly he was. Him being alone in a house, well dressed, going "quietly" doesn't make it any fucking sadder than the death of a broken piece of shit that commits mass murder in this country. THIS IS THE PROBLEM WITH HOW WE TALK ABOUT MENTAL ILLNESS. We looked up to this man. We looked ALL THE WAY UP TO HIM. AND HE KILLED HIMSELF. FUCK HIM. Oh, but he didn't take a busload with him in the loop of his belt so it's sad instead of fucked up and horrible. FUUUUUUUCK. I told you you wouldn't like it. I'm not wrong. I'm sorry. Suicide is some selfish bullshit. Depression is not. Depression is a metric ton of pain on your head telling you that suicide is the only way out. And we don't know how many people might emulate his death. See themselves in his eyes and figure if he couldn't, then I can't, then I won't. FUCK MAN. GET HELP. GET OUTSIDE YOURSELF. Don't believe in god? COOL. Believe in your mother or best friend or Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Need to do self-harm, cool, that's fucked up man, but you already know your fucked up. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right? RIGHT? I fucking hope so. Because what does kill you makes you deader, and that ain't shit. You're cooler than that, man. FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

FUCK ROBIN WILLIAMS and fuck everyone who ever killed anyone including themselves. FUCK.

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